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19 November 2009 @ 08:46 pm
bouncy07 November 2009 @ 11:44 pm
a levels. till then :)
and i'll be back to blogger again!
any posts here will be made private after this HAHA sorry im so fickle!
and i'll be back to blogger again!
any posts here will be made private after this HAHA sorry im so fickle!
Current Mood: 
stressed
stressedCurrent Music: Paramore - Turn It Off
04 November 2009 @ 11:08 pm
I love this song like crazy :D adore the lyrics even more!
Taylor Swift - The Other Side Of The Door
In the heat of the fight I walked away
Ignoring words that you were saying trying to make me stay
I said this time I've had enough
And you've called a hundred times but I'm not picking up
Cause I'm so mad I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer
I said leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming I'm in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain coming back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
Me and my stupid pride are sitting here alone
Going through the photographs, staring at the phone
I keep going back over things we both said
And I remember the slamming door
And all the things that I misread
So baby, if you know everything
Tell me why you couldn't see
When I left I wanted you to chase after me
I said leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming I'm in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain coming back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
And I'll scream out the window
I can't even look at you
I don't need you
But I do, I do, I do
I'll say there's nothing you can say
To make this right again
I mean it, I mean it
What I mean is
I said leave, but baby all I want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming I'm in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain coming back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
With your face and the beautiful eyes
And the conversation with the little white lies
And the faded picture of a beautiful night
You carried me from your car up the stairs
And I broke down crying, was she worth this mess
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess
I need you
I said this time I've had enough
And you've called a hundred times but I'm not picking up
Cause I'm so mad I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer
I said leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming I'm in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain coming back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
Me and my stupid pride are sitting here alone
Going through the photographs, staring at the phone
I keep going back over things we both said
And I remember the slamming door
And all the things that I misread
So baby, if you know everything
Tell me why you couldn't see
When I left I wanted you to chase after me
I said leave but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming I'm in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain coming back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
And I'll scream out the window
I can't even look at you
I don't need you
But I do, I do, I do
I'll say there's nothing you can say
To make this right again
I mean it, I mean it
What I mean is
I said leave, but baby all I want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming I'm in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain coming back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
With your face and the beautiful eyes
And the conversation with the little white lies
And the faded picture of a beautiful night
You carried me from your car up the stairs
And I broke down crying, was she worth this mess
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess
I need you
Current Mood: 
crazy
crazy02 November 2009 @ 10:39 pm
24 October 2009 @ 11:24 pm
sorry guess im breaking my word about updating on last day of school! HAHA im really really lazy and too caught up with work. but i'd say that graduation day was truly amazing!!! i really had a great time with my classmates <3 i love you 2T33! and thank you to very special classmates like valerie, debbie, reuben and naren for these 2 years of friendship and fun. class wouldn't have been the same without you. LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
anyway i'm really very TIRED of studying. im scared. unsure. i dont know. a levels is a nightmare. why the hell did i choose JC over poly! i wish i was in poly. oh well. just putting in my best effort now. i really need a break! does anyone wanna catch a movie some time next week? :D im so deprived that i've been studying at grand cathay's b&j's so much just to feel close to the theatres HAHAHA just kidding (but maybe it's true you know :p). im quite sure everyone knows by now that i'm a die-hard movie fanatic right! haha. oh and alicia's birthday was another highlight coz we got to destress by L4Ding! made me so happy after such a long time :D it was just an hour or so of playing but it was really entertaining coz only chang yi, raymond and i knew how to play, so like there were plenty of hilarious moments where the hunters were just walking around with the survivors for a long time, or the tank was running away from the survivors. HAHAHAHA epic!! it was really damn cute! enjoyed myself x gazillionxzzxz and more :D
i find like something's missing...
but somehow im praying for a miracle for things to look brighter like before
& i know that somehow, time will prove what's true
Current Mood: 
contemplative
contemplative13 October 2009 @ 10:43 pm
YAYYY i can't believe school is ending in three days :D it's so wonderful just thinking about it and im already geting all excited. hahaha. going to school is like a total waste of time. why can't they just leave revision all to us? coz we really aren't doing much productive work in school. and it drains all our energy by the time we reach home. STUPID. but whatever, just three more days (Y) heeeeee. and in 3 days' time, well probably 4 days actually, i'd be back here again blogging about the awesome friday spent at school and at class gathering at night!! don't be jealous coz my life is gonna be hell mugging straight after that and i'd probably be the one jealous of YOUR life :)
PS it's not my fault i have dreamy looking eyes. HATE TO BE SO WRONGED when im seriously paying attention. stupid teachers!! ugh
PS it's not my fault i have dreamy looking eyes. HATE TO BE SO WRONGED when im seriously paying attention. stupid teachers!! ugh
Current Mood: 
busy
busyCurrent Music: Backstreet Boys - Straight Through My Heart
04 October 2009 @ 10:23 pm
hello :) i am so happy today.
& i like the title of this post :D
& i like the title of this post :D
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerfulCurrent Music: Backstreet Boys - Inconsolable
22 September 2009 @ 07:50 pm
yay 've been a really good girl lately (Y) hehe. sat and sun was spent studying!
went out on monday with boyf to watch ugly truth @ vivocity. we were supposed to go marina barrage for a picnic and to fly kite!!!! but we didn't know where to get a kite :( so we had to cancel our initial plans :((((( which was really such a pity coz i was looking forward to it so badly!! rah >:( so we decided to go sentosa instead but it was soo damn CROWDED by the monorail :( and someone (ahem) came up with the idea of walking to sentosa from vivo city OMG and we almost died!!! haha nearly one hour of walking under the scorching hot sun pleaseeeee. but it was really nice having a long walk with someone you're in love with (and who's so cute lah) :D hahahahaha. and when we reached there the queue for luge ride was also jam-packed!!! so no luge ride for us anymore :( nothing. how disappointing! at least the movie was funny enough to make up for it :D
first day at school today. wasn't that bad. okay it was. im not used to it. just feel so stressed now. SUPERRRR stressed. like im studying as much as i can now every chance i get (except maybe now slack a bit to blog.. but at least you get entertained right!) i can't wait for 16oct. oh wait, 23rd november :) HAH! then i can enjoy like 9 months of freeeeedom. yeah v^_^ okay bye friends :)
went out on monday with boyf to watch ugly truth @ vivocity. we were supposed to go marina barrage for a picnic and to fly kite!!!! but we didn't know where to get a kite :( so we had to cancel our initial plans :((((( which was really such a pity coz i was looking forward to it so badly!! rah >:( so we decided to go sentosa instead but it was soo damn CROWDED by the monorail :( and someone (ahem) came up with the idea of walking to sentosa from vivo city OMG and we almost died!!! haha nearly one hour of walking under the scorching hot sun pleaseeeee. but it was really nice having a long walk with someone you're in love with (and who's so cute lah) :D hahahahaha. and when we reached there the queue for luge ride was also jam-packed!!! so no luge ride for us anymore :( nothing. how disappointing! at least the movie was funny enough to make up for it :D
first day at school today. wasn't that bad. okay it was. im not used to it. just feel so stressed now. SUPERRRR stressed. like im studying as much as i can now every chance i get (except maybe now slack a bit to blog.. but at least you get entertained right!) i can't wait for 16oct. oh wait, 23rd november :) HAH! then i can enjoy like 9 months of freeeeedom. yeah v^_^ okay bye friends :)
Current Mood: 
hopeful
hopefulCurrent Music: The Fray - Heartless
18 September 2009 @ 10:58 pm
today's been such an eventful day, i like!!!!!! yay. hahaha.
but i'm also a sad girl today. half, half so im neutral now? okay maybe still a bit sad.
someone tell me a joke nowwww :( or something funny/entertaining.
you know it's funny how sometimes you feel so happy, so especially blessed that everything's been going so great for you recently. and then you start to question yourself "where have all the bad days gone to? it's unbelievable" and right after that, bad things come crashing on you once again. you know what? it sucks. you feel like that was just a moment of pure luck, that it was just a dream that couldn't last on its own. and then reality slaps you in the face with "good things never last".
i wish i was an "exception" and not a "rule". only people who watched he's just not that into you will understand what i mean.
but then again it's like one in a million to ever be an exception.
beautiful song :)
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy
Current Mood: contemplative
contemplativeCurrent Music: Leona Lewis - Happy
17 September 2009 @ 11:11 pm
yay im finally done with prelims, yeah vv :D
okay now just gonna rest a couple of days before i start studying intensely (already have the urge and motivation to!!) finaaaaaaaaaal lap! so anyway my wunduhhhful sister helped me to jailbreak my ipod and now ive got cool apps inside!! hehe. ohh!! and i just finished watching he's just not that into you and it was heartwarmingly sweet ONLY towards the end. lol guys are jerks >:( RAH hate guys. except keane coz he's not like that, we all know (hopeee so! cross my fingers lol)
anyway played l4d after school today with naren, reuben, colin, xavier kwan, chang yi and keane. tried the new maps but still prefer the original onessss though. coz most of the time we'll be like huhhhh what's happening where do we go now blahblahblah. confusing too >:( dont ever try the resident evil rgp or the escape from toronto maps. so waste of time.
i can't wait to watch the ugly truth!! been waiting so longggggggggggg.
im so sleepy. i need tons of sleep!! must. catch. up. with. sleep. over. weekends.
and money honey by lady gaga is so niceee must go listen!
p.s. for monday: happy one year and one month bunny boy <3 i love you!
Current Mood: 
creative
creative09 September 2009 @ 11:57 pm
hello girlfriend, thanks for a wonderful day :)
caught proposal in the afternoon with kat (hahaha so lag i know) omg it was unexpectedly good!!! i cried :( i realise i always cry during romance movies... especially when there's a wedding scene!! HAHA. (i can't imagine what it'd be like on my own wedding! i think i wouldn't be able to stop crying... yeah i know and you know now im THAT lousy at handling emotions) and i don't think ryan reynolds is good looking :) HAH. sandra bullock is so hot. i love her eyes and her shoes!! :) till now im still obsessing slightly over the movie. it's a must-watch for couples okayyy!! go catch it :) for now im patiently waiting for sorority row and the ugly truth to be out... heehe.
later on at night went to the giraffe @ istana park! had a peach martini while kat had a lychee martini! then we started camwhoring like nobody's business with the special light effects (SL mode on :D) hahaha first OFFICIAL experience with alcoholic drinks outside okay! of coz we must capture the moments!!! photos that came out making me dizzy with all the fuzzy orange and red though. HAHA think we overdid the "twist" (okay i just came up with the name spontaneously! hahaha) and it's so sad coz we found out today there's ladies' night every mon and tues and martinis come 1 for 1! AHHH. yea and we spent like 33bucks on two small tiny cocktails? haha! but the ambience was great! :)
later on at night went to the giraffe @ istana park! had a peach martini while kat had a lychee martini! then we started camwhoring like nobody's business with the special light effects (SL mode on :D) hahaha first OFFICIAL experience with alcoholic drinks outside okay! of coz we must capture the moments!!! photos that came out making me dizzy with all the fuzzy orange and red though. HAHA think we overdid the "twist" (okay i just came up with the name spontaneously! hahaha) and it's so sad coz we found out today there's ladies' night every mon and tues and martinis come 1 for 1! AHHH. yea and we spent like 33bucks on two small tiny cocktails? haha! but the ambience was great! :)
ok as of now, im really officially broke and i seriously need to cut down on my spendingggg so bad or i won't be able to indulge till probably 4 months later :(
going back to hong kong on 8 december :D (shall be optimistic, bright and cheery about this!)
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
Current Mood: chipper
chipperCurrent Music: Chris Daughtry - What I Meant To Say
01 September 2009 @ 09:10 pm
DAMN i can't finish studying in time (panic, panic, panic and panic somemore) pray for me pleaseeeee :(
on a random note,you know what? i really miss 1T33 a lot.. where everyone liked everyone, and everyone got along with everyone. no tension, no hatred, no dispute. everytime we had a half day at school? it was lunch or a movie TOGETHER as one (at least majority), not segregated into our own cliques. there was denise, donna, eric and gareth too. so many things have changed ever since. and i guess the only thing that's left are just memories to look back at.
alright enough of this! haha i'm gnna go back to studying :)
have a happy week ahead guys, cyazzz
on a random note,you know what? i really miss 1T33 a lot.. where everyone liked everyone, and everyone got along with everyone. no tension, no hatred, no dispute. everytime we had a half day at school? it was lunch or a movie TOGETHER as one (at least majority), not segregated into our own cliques. there was denise, donna, eric and gareth too. so many things have changed ever since. and i guess the only thing that's left are just memories to look back at.
alright enough of this! haha i'm gnna go back to studying :)
have a happy week ahead guys, cyazzz
Current Mood: nostalgic
nostalgic26 August 2009 @ 10:16 pm
hello you, you and you :) teachers' day celebration today was o.k, started off quite well but i thought there was nothing really special or great about it overall (except for the pretty pink balloons and the thousand smiles photo idea!). some performances were really bad. HAHAHA im sure some ppl will know what im talking about specifically :) ijtp still has the best school celebrations ever and that's a fact! (dont you argue) hahahaha. i miss being in ij!! the michael jackson item was no doubt the best (thumbs up to prem!!) (Y) awesome job! :D (haha proud to be his facil for two hours :D)
did complex numbers the whole afternoon. AHH ITS SO DISGUSTINGGGGG!! yuckyuckyuck.
p.s. happy birthday natalie! <3
Current Mood: crazy
crazy23 August 2009 @ 09:12 pm
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20090821/t
WELLINGTON - A New Zealand man has been dubbed the Lord of the Ring after he searched and found his wedding ring more than a year after it slipped off his finger and sank to the sea floor.The ring was lost for 16 months in the harbor of the country's capital city, Wellington, before Aleki Taumoepeau found it shining on the sea floor, the DominionPost newspaper reported Thursday.
Taumoepeau had been married for just three months when he lost the wedding ring while conducting an environmental sweep of the harbor.
He roughly marked the spot where the ring had flown from his finger, but was unable to find it despite returning to the area many times.
Taumoepeau's wife offered to buy another ring, but he refused, pledging to find the ring.
But, equipped with new global satellite based coordinates and offering up a quick prayer, he found the ring after an hour's search.
THIS IS JUST SO SWEET!!! i wanna marry a guy like this :)
Current Mood: cheerful
cheerful20 August 2009 @ 11:13 pm
night study has been reaaaally productive (Y)(Y)(Y)! haha but the downside is i get soo freaking tired in the morning i keep falling asleep during tutorials and lectures at least 50% of the time! haha im kinda amazed at my persistence for four entire days! yay so proud of myself :D hehehe. i really wished i started studying earlier coz it seems like im cramping up everything now and it kinda sucks coz its leeching on all my energy :( oh wells. but good news is, im actually getting used to this, and im actually liking all this honestly!
OH! and i got A GREY ERASER today! omg :D im so happy!! its so cute and its really damn good! haha. hope tmr's gonna be another productive day and a good day. in fact, i wish it'd be a happy one. a happy sunny one with puffypuffy clouds and a brilliant rainbow right smack across the sky.
when i lose faith in myself, thank you God for giving me your strength,
thank you God for being my shooting star :) i love you.
Current Mood: 
tired
tired16 August 2009 @ 12:41 pm
PRESENTING... the hair bow! :D
i wanna do this for such a long time already!! OMG SO CUTE right :) hahaha. gonna practice it till perfection:)
anyway, i wanna thank Keane Woo Jun-Hean for everything he's done for me on friday!!! :D (especially the bbq AND the song you sang for me! haha) thank you my sweet sweet boy! i love you so much and i really had the best birthday ever because of you (if only we had time for snowcity >:@ hahaha)
a big big special thank you to those who came: alex, bjorn, clarine, daryl, denise*, donna*, francis*, gwen, hanxun, jane, jaslin, jasmine, jerome*, jiajie, jityong, jonathan, michael, nathalie*, osman, patrick, po xian, reuben*, roslyn, valerie*
THANK YOU SO MUCH <3
i don't think anyone actually gets the 3 VPs and the P all down on their birthday! hahah and for that i'm really honoured!
and most importantly, thank you to the extra sweet people who actually went through the trouble of getting me a present even as unnecessary as it was: alex, charmaine (my lovely cupcake girl <3), clarine, daryl, dawn, gervin, kathleen, KEANE, liting, valerie, vera and all the T33 class guys :)
and thank you to the people who texted/called/fb/carded! (HAHA new word) :)
ok yay im legal now :D heheheeheehehe.
Current Mood: 
happy
happy07 August 2009 @ 11:41 pm
ndc at school wasn't that bad... it was REALLY bad, lame and boring. still loved the way we celebrated nd back in ij, times like those that made the best memories of education life! :) thinking about all that makes me miss ij so much. especially the fourtwo girls!!
anyway these days have been pretty tough for me. and i thank my sweetest for ALWAYS being there for me to lend a shoulder, to lend a listening ear.. and the best part is i've never been a pain to him <3 i feel like i'm being caught between people too many atimes i don't know which side to lean on. both ways will lead me to going against my conscience. so what do i do under such circumstances? on a side note, i feel like i trust people too easily, and i've been too naive in many ways. most of the time people say things to save their own skin, sometimes people do things that betray their friends, sometimes people blatantly throw the trust away that others have placed in them by doing the silliest things, sometimes people make the biggest hypocrites by saying they hate it when others do certain things when they do it all the time themselves (so why judge others in the first place? is that part of being m18?) but i can finally say all these setbacks have prompted me to grow and learn so much, and i feel like i am eighteen, well at least i'm turning eighteen in a week's time. and whatever it is that i have to go by in future, i know i'd always forgive and forget coz i know only then can i ever be truly happy and at peace deep inside.
btw this post isn't arrowing anyone at all. they're just thoughts running through my mind with all that has happened recently.
Current Mood: contemplative
contemplative02 August 2009 @ 12:15 am
went for the NDP preview with val today and it was simply awesome :> heehe!
it's kinda late and im tired so i'd update this space another time (really soon)! so keep checking back! :)
for now, goodnight my friends! <3
meanwhile, photos on fb :)
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.p
it's kinda late and im tired so i'd update this space another time (really soon)! so keep checking back! :)
for now, goodnight my friends! <3
meanwhile, photos on fb :)
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.p
P/S i love the national day song!!! (what do you see - electrico :D)
but my personal favourite's still reach out for the sky!! DEE BEST!
but my personal favourite's still reach out for the sky!! DEE BEST!
/EDIT
thanks valerie toh for taking me to watch the NDP preview :D (hahah im so sweet to thank you on my blog too righttt) enjoyed myself tons, from the aunties + umbrellas + loads of singlish + red sea + overly enthusiastic & patriotic netizens + camwhoring + prettypretty fireworks + (a bit irelevant but) CITY LIGHTS! (i don't know why but im head over heels, absolutely completely irrevocably attracted to city night lights. they always ALWAYS make me happy i dont know why) after the last song val and i were smart enough to quickly exit the area!! so we didn't have to squeeze through the crowd! haha then we headed to marina sqaure's thai express for dinner. LOVE THE HOTPOT :D yummmmy! im declaring it as my top #1 favourite as for now :) we sat there eating for ONE hour. record lah. hahah from 840-940 then she wanted to go diva so in the end i reached home about 11! oh and my stupid lift broke down when i was downstairs >:@ rahh. annoying. so that summed up a wonderfully spent saturday evening/night :)
following day did homework and studied a bit then headed out to eat dinner at kobayashi and watch the hangover with cuteboy :) haha it shouldn't even be nc16! naked man running around, half naked women. zomg. blow job. butts fully exposed. and they cut off like a gazillion sexual scenes already and this is what's supposedly decent that's left. can you imagine?! in america it's like R21 (yea). but it was really funny. esp that hairy guy. so SPASTIC. damn cute lah aahaha. i love my cuteboy sooo much <3 even though he's so damn evil, extra swaku and terribly horribly forgetful. HAHA!
Current Mood: crazy
crazyCurrent Music: Chris Daughtry - Life After You
31 July 2009 @ 11:28 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHLEEN KOH! :) hope you like your present!! haha now you have no choice but to go clean up your bathtub and use it for once :)
watched public enemies at marina square (awesome movie! :D) kat and i smuggled food inside and we almost got caught!! the stupid ushers kept staring and stalking us all the way to our seats. SO IRRITATING >:@ luckily they cldnt stay inside when the movie started (HAHA losers). anyway the movie was damn good! it's something like Catch Me If You Can or a teeeeeny bit like Shawshank Redemption (the bomb) :D and before watching the movie, i never thought that johnny depp was hot or anything like that.. but after watching this, i'm changing my stand! hahah. HE'S SO FUNNY. he's like soo natural with the way he makes jokes out of everything it's just so mind blowing! i think he's one of the most charming and versatile actors ever (though not the best looking one). ahhh and the romance in the movie is simply touching ttm! haha i loved the way he chased her and picked her up, and when he kept calling Billie "doll", "hey doll" HAHA SO CUTE! christian bale was super cannot make it. handsome face but no life in it no NOTHING. geez. ok so this is my #2 best movie of the year so far :) (#1's transformers heeheeeee)
anyway can't wait! gonna go ndp preview with val tmr :D SO EXCITING! FIREWORKS!!!! YAY!! hahahaa
Current Mood: 
excited
excited